Hell punye CELAKA!!!

7 celaka(mgikut ajrn shila)sakai, xgne.....
PENAT with every single of them..
PENAT!!!
why just dont they stay away from my life??
i'd never go near their life!!
SHENGAL>>>>>>
HELL gile!!!
maaf not enough...never enough!!
diorg jatuhkan MARUAH aku, AIR MUKA aku...
"hilang sengat?"what that suppose to mean??
why?????????!!!!!!!!!!
SHIT!!

I dont know!!

dear angel..
hmmm...dah lme x menaip!!..actually byk bnde nk cer..
tp x terkeluar..plus i dont want anyone in sabda know bout this..
but 1st of all..i already here at my lovely house, home sweet home..
second..i hate me 4 being stupid all a long..
knp org ssh nk appreciate ape yg kita buat??
aku x fhm..aku x mntq dpuji...just say thank..slh ke??
aku x tau mybe aku yg slh or dier..
hati aku sakit macam di siat2...
ade sape2 amik kisah??? tell me i want to know!!!
please really tell me!!
i wish awin could be here..
listening to every single words i said..
n every single tears that drops!!!...
3th....my exam was worse..hate it!!3xsoooo much..
i must study hard...make sure i got 9A+....
that is my promise..
no A2, no PEMBARIS..no I2.....NEVER!!