Go with the flow

Stop making life so difficult and stop being so uptight. Let Yourself go with the flow.

It doesn't mean you must give up on any of your goals or
Compromise your values. Simply find a way to live those
Values and to move toward those goals within the context of
what's already happening.

Listen to your intuition. Instead of endlessly analyzing and
Strategizing, go with what you feel is right.

Have the confidence to know that you can successfully handle
Whatever may come along. Truly enjoy the experience of being
Alive and immersed in the wonder of it all.

Accept that there are things you simply cannot know right
Now. Act peacefully, purposefully and intelligently on what
You do know.

It will be all right. For within the constant, wondrous flow
Of life is all you need to make it so.

Kat rumah mak

bersama dgn muaz..
bersuka ria kat rumah mak..
well i have a life..
a wonderful one..
muaz bru bgn x tido lg mybe pkol 12 nnt..
nth i did say maybe..
tomorrow bdk2 asrama pulang ke rmh masing2..
mybe my fwen at SABDA tgh sibuk packing skang..
hehehe..tgh party maybe..
taking pictures, eating instant noddles maybe..
haha..to bdk dorm bp10 sabda have fun..
to bdk 4 afi have a great day tomorrow..
miss u guys even hate sometimes..!

k have fun love nadz!

BURDEN OF LIFE

God will not give you a burden

you can't handle..

If you ever find yourself in a mess
Which seems impossible to resolve...
Take it as a compliment.

God thinks you can do it.

easy to get angry

It is easy to get angry with those who

criticize you.

But it is better to listen and to consider

what they have to say.

If the criticism is completely misdirected

and unfounded, then you can simply let it go.

Yet often it can be valuable and productive

to objectively consider what your

critics are thinking.

The worst response to criticism is to

become angry, insulted and defensive.

For by doing so, you actually give more

power and credibility to that criticism.

Instead, listen carefully and appreciatively

to what your critics have to say.

Even if the criticism is decidedly negative,

somewhere there are positive insights

that you can gain from it.

Don't let your ego prevent you from

learning something valuable.

Being receptive to criticism strengthens

your confidence and

can improve your competence.

Choose to know and understand what others

think of you.

Instead of getting angry and defensive over

the words of others,

choose to listen, consider and grow stronger

because of them.

life is like a mirror

Failure doesn't mean - you'll never make it,

it means - it will take a little longer.
~unknown~

You cannot tailor make your situation in life,
But you can tailor make your attitudes

to fit those situations.
~Zig Ziglar~

Life is like a mirror.
If you frown at it, it frowns back.
If you smile at it, it returns the greeting.
~Herbert Samuels~

Every problem has in it the seeds of its own solution.

If you don't have any problems, you don't get any seeds.

~Unknown~

See through God's eyes and feel through God's heart and

you will appreciate the value of every soul including yourself.
~unknown~

If God answers your prayer,
He's increasing your Faith.

If he delays,
He's increasing your patience.

If he doesn't answer,
He knows you can handle it. 
~unknown~ 

It is easy to love the people far away.

It is not always easy to love those close to us..

Bring love into your home for this is where our love

for each other must start.
~Mother Teresa~

If you fill your heart with regrets of yesterday

and the worries of tomorrow,
You have no today to be thankful for.
~unknown~

Don't ask God for an easier life;
Ask Him to make you a stronger person.
~unknown~

argh!!

busan apsal awien x on9 nie...
haiya...
x nak blk sabda..
menyampah dgn --- n ------
bengang,bengkek,shengal..
argh!!!
benci pembaris n Q...
agh!!!!!benci SABDA..
S=Saya
A=Amat
B=Benci
D=Dengan
A=Asrama

ohhhh..puasa!!!

haha..arinie pose..
tp dah 3 kali lupe asyik bkk peti ais jer..hik3x..
bru jer blk dr asrama..rindunyer!!
busan lar ddk lame2 kt asrama
dah lah keje sklh melambak mcm bukit..argh!!
ckgu faris n sharin suke sakat aku sian aku..
sorg ske siku aku sorg ske tumbuk aku
brutal btol ckgu kt sna...
tp sporting especially cikgu zek n ckgu shahrul..
dua2 best..ckgu faris n shahrin pown best...
yg agak garang cume ckgu maya/sensei.
hehehe..
ari 2 aku menang time g merentas desa dpt no 10..
then aku organise xplorace...
haha..diorg kne buli kne mkn telur mentah dgn soda...
n mke diorg diconteng dgn water colour..
pdn mke berjerawatlah gamaknyer!!

i'm back!!

hey..
i'm back at last..
miss my blog!!ahhhhh!!!
hahaha...i really miss 2 angel..
but i've nothing much 2 say so
shou!!

Miss muaz!!

here i am, writing a blog again while listening to I Miss You by Miley Cyrus
again and again.
I love this song because it remind bout some one I miss during this holiday.
It has been a week im on holiday. Lots of things ive do such as going to Cameron Highland, take care of Muaz, kiss him and play with him, visit my grandpa, sleeping,
eating a lot..wow...!!
u know what actually I miss that muaz(my ank buah), I know i shouldnt..
ah...!!!u know what he actually appear on my dream..wow!!
i dont know why..but i guess it because my mind cant stop thinking n missing him..!

this song is dedicated to him!!

You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

[CHORUS:]
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast

[CHORUS]

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

[CHORUS]

my birthday!!

happy birthday to me!!(2.6.1993)
it my 16 birthday..
haha3x!!i'm getting older and older...
awin gave me a big and cute card..
wanna see??

nice huh???
i love it!
it a wonderful birthday ever!!
but i wish muaz could wish me happy birthday
it would make me happier..duh!!
hik3x
ahhh!!i miss him a lot..

ok happy birthday to me

you are here!!SESBADA

You are here not to impress anyone, but to improve everyone.

You are here not to grab all you can, but to give all you are.
You are here not to regret where you've been or worry about

where you are going.

You are here to live with all the fullness and richness

you can imagine.

You are here to question, to answer, to search and to find.

You are here to love, to experience, to know and to share.

You are here to create, to encourage, to build and grow

and support.

You are here to think, to act, and by so doing to make life

all the more meaningful by way of your presence.

You are here now, able to do all these things and

more in this very moment.

Go far, far beyond those pretenses and anxieties that

only serve to weigh you down.

You are here now,

and the possibilities are everything you could ever imagine.

Live them, here, now.

go0d morning!!

A Smile costs nothing but gives much.

It takes but a moment,
But the memory of it sometimes lasts forever.

It cannot be bought,
Begged, borrowed, or stolen,
For it is something
That is of no value to anyone
Until it is given away..

Some people are too tired to give you a smile.
Give them one of yours,
As none needs a smile as much
As he who has no more to give.

hey i'm back!!

hey,
i'm already at home surfing internet..
it 6.52 a.m.
actually i already arrived at home at 4.45 p.m on friday

now i'm here in the wonderful morning..
you know what my new school r a lot cooler than the old one..
hehe..but dont worry i still love the old one..
i had a lot of new friend some of them r a bit weird
and i never see anyone acting like that at my old lovely school..and
i found a new secret admire too..hehe..

i love my new teachers a lot..
they are s00ooo friendly..
love them..
i hope they gonna teach me until i grad on that school..
love sesbada but still missing smksu..

I'm going away to SMS BAGAN DATOH!!!

to my friend..

The hardest part of any friendship is
when it's time to say goodbye.
As much as we might like things to stay the same,
change is an inevitable part of life.
The universe may seem huge
and the rift between friends may seem a great distance.
There are many tools available with which we can communicate,
but even without these tools there is
a secret that only real friends know,and it is this.
All the mountains and valleys in the world
cannot separate friends whose hearts are as one.

ahhh...i really sad to leave all of my friend at smksu
i gonna miss them damn fucking much..
awin cannot call me again
i gonna miss my family a lot..
actually everyone especially R2..
muahhahahaha...
hope he gonna be go0d...
sayonara!!

ok bm plak hahaha..
aku dpt tawaran SMS BAGAN DATOH,PERAK..
khamis 14 MEI aku bertolak tp aku g ddk 2minggu jer
ps2 cuti...rindu kat sume org sgt....
doakan aku yer!!!!

sep2 chayok!!!

Exam start already!!scared

Hmmm.. Well.. Thursday i got the exam.. Well..
At least I remember the subjects..
The subject Bahasa Melayu paper 2 and 1..
I dont know whether i wrote the right answer..
Cause the Bahasa Melayu paper quite tough.
Think until my brain wanna expload already

Especially when the 'karangan' part..
Farah said she likes siting for 10 subject paper
when answering Bahasa Melayu.
haha....
Tomorrow it would be time for English..
I'm not really good in English
My grammar is all over
Awin said that when she read my blog hehe..
I hope i cant get A's for English
It really tough for me to get an A for English..
Okey i wanna go get ready for the exam tomorrow..
Wish me good luck!

MID-YEAR TERM EXAM R BACK

Its mid-year term exam time
AHH!!(screaming)
one my most hated times of the year..



its time 4 me 2 study n study(duh!!)
and try 2 answer as many
questions as possible 2 pass...
Yet it is such a tiring job
I never liked memorizing things..
I hate it so much!!
hope I wont fail any of my subjects(there 10 of it)
All I want 2 say now is that!!!
Exams are SUCK(arrr!!!)



u wanna know why???

20 reasons why exams SUCK:

1. You don’t get the mood to study during the study holidays…amidst all the holiday planning… so you do good ol’ 12^th hour preparation.
2. 2 days before the exam, you can’t find your syllabus book.
3. When you actually locate it, you realize that you don’t have material for half the subjects.
4. You get into a frenzy of panic and take deep breaths.
5. You call up your friend who lives nearby.
6. She doesn’t have it either.
7. Then she gets psyched out and you end up consoling her, feeling a hell lot better.
8. After hanging up, you forget the whole purpose of the call…
9. After gathering all the relevant material, you look into the pages and wonder how Lord Murphy could write Greek and Latin, and that too in your syllabus!
10. You skip a few topics. [Given the hectic schedule of panicking and mugging alternatively].
11. The very same topics appear in the @#&^ing paper … that too in the detail section.
12. You walk out of the hall with a firm resolve to gather material in time prior to the next exam.
13. You runaway from the scene when your friends and classmates do a post-mortem of the question paper … who the @#$% wants to remember it anyway???
14. You spend sleepless nights during exam seasons…
15. You do the next exam very well.
16. You try to enjoy your holidays … but the thoughts of results always linger in your mind.
17. When the results do come out …and you realise the whole ordeal was not worth it ! You fare better in the paper you thought you screwed up in and get mediocre marks in the paper you thought you’d ace.
18. You use expurgated words to describe the soul who corrected your papers as well as the university…
19. You pen down similar and other such useless thoughts on the eve of an exam…. get close to nervous breakdowns when you get the news that …. Exams are postponed !!!!
20. Twenty reasons aint enough!!! I can give you infinite reasons why exams SUCK!!!

You Can

Mmmmm
Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come to those who wait
Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Baby, when you look at me
Tell me what do you see
Are these the eyes of someone you could love?
'Cause everything that brought me here
Well, now it all seems so clear
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love

Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes
Bring me to my knees and make me cry
And no one's ever done this
Everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know

This is where it all begins
So tell me it will never end
I can't fool myself, it's you and no one else

If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Show me that good things come to those who wait

The Best Day of My Life

Today, when I awoke, I suddenly realized that this is the best day of my life, ever!
There were times when I wondered if I would make it to today; but I did! And because I did I'm going to celebrate!

Today, I'm going to celebrate what an unbelievable life I have had so far: the accomplishments, the many blessings, and, yes, even the hardships because they have served to make me stronger.

I will go through this day with my head held high, and a happy heart.

I will marvel at God's seemingly simple gifts: the morning dew, the sun, the clouds, the trees, the flowers, the birds. Today, none of these miraculous creations will escape my notice.

Today, I will share my excitement for life with other people. I'll make someone smile. I'll go out of my way to perform an unexpected act of kindness for someone I don't even know.

Today, I'll give a sincere compliment to someone who seems down. I'll tell a child how special he is, and I'll tell someone I love just how deeply I care for them and how much they mean to me.

Today is the day I quit worrying about what I don't have and start being grateful for all the wonderful things God has already given me.

I'll remember that to worry is just a waste of time because my faith in God and his Divine Plan ensures everything will be just fine.

Tonight, before I go to bed, I'll go outside and raise my eyes to the heavens. I will stand in awe at the beauty of the stars and the moon, and I will praise God for these magnificent treasures.

As the day ends and I lay my head down on my pillow, I will thank the Almighty for the best day of my life. And I will sleep the sleep of a contented child, excited with expectation because I know tomorrow is going to be ......
The Best Day Of My Life!

Syi2 nak pindah!!

aku blk jer dr camping yg busan 2
aku dpt 'khabar' syi2 dpt mrsm Kuching
perh jauh giler
pg tadi aku nangis coz
aku sdey nnt aku jer yg tggl!!!
ps2 slek giler R2 plak lalu blkang
hak3x!!

aku sdey giler aku nak nangis
sme kwn aku dah kuar
taufiq jahat dier igt kan aku stiap kali aku nak lpekn
sebal!!

i wanna cry!!

aku x tau nak ckp dgn spe!!
awien x der,iena x der
ahhhh!!
tension!!
nak nangis
nak jmpe Aliff Aziz
hahahaha
tensionnyer!!!
kalau boleh aku nak nangis
no reason...
i just wanna cry!!!
huahuahua!!! ;((

Also From Awien

HAMPIR KE SITU..

Aku sadar bukan mudah
Untuk mengejar mimpi indah
Pernah suatu ketika dulu
Ku punya harapan besar
Kini aku tak pasti
Dapatkan ku miliki

Sudah jauh kita tempuh
Kekalkanlah impian lalu
Mungkin ada hikmat
Yang akan menunggu
Di penghujung jalan
Biar nanti kecewa
Setidak-tidaknya mencuba

Jika halangan menduga perjalanan kita
Janganlah kau putus asa
Karena ku ada di sisi setia menemani
Andai semangatmu gugur
Genggamlah tanganku
Kita hampir ke situ

Adakala ku terasa
Ketabahan tak setegar
Tetapi apakan daya
Berhenti separuh jalan
Percayalah padaku
Aku yakin kita mampu

Biar orang katakan
Rapuhnya harapan
Bukan mereka tentukan lagi
Kau ada aku dan aku punya kamu
Amanlah akhirnya tetap bersama

happy birthday!!

Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to Nur Harzuin
Happy Birthday to You

Allah Selamatkan Kamu
Allah Selamatkan Kamu
Allah Selamatkan Nur Harzuin
Allah Selamatkan Kamu

FROM awien TO me!!

take care ya dear!!



I wanna know
Who ever told you I was letting go
the only joy that I have ever known
Girl, they were lying

Just look around
And all of the people that we used to know
Have just given up, they wanna let it go
But we're still trying

So you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I
Just you and I


I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again



Some people say
That everything has got its place in time
Even the day must give way to the night
But I'm not buying
Cos in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me
You'll know I'm not lying

Sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
But even if we try
There are some things in this life won't be denied
Won't be denied

I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again



The more I know of you is the more I know I love you
And the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more
And the more that you love me, the more that I know
Oh that I'm never gonna let you go
Gotta let you know that I


I'm never gonna say goodbye


Cos I never wanna see you cry

I swore to you my love would remain

And I swear it all over again and I

I'm never gonna treat you bad

Cos I never wanna see you sad


I swore to share your joy and your pain

And I swear it all over again

DEDICATED TO AWIEN

konon aku nyanyi

PEJAMKAN MATA

Ku pejamkan mata

Kau hadir di sisi

Ku hulurkan tangan

Kau sambut dengan kasih

Tenangkanlah hatimu

Agar bisa tersenyum

Pejamkanlah matamu

Jika rindukan wajahku

Ku pejamkan mata

Kau hadir di sisi

Bisik mesra darimu

Menyemai kasihku

Bahagiakan dirimu

Agar bisa ku senyum

Pejamkanlah matamu

Ku pasti di sisi

Untuk dikau kasih

Ku curahkan cinta suci

Yang tak mungkin terpadam

Akan terus membara

Bahagiakan dirimu

Di saat ku tersenyum

Pejamkanlah matamu

Jika rindukan wajahku

Janjiku kepadamu

Aku pasti di sisi

SAYANG AWIEN!!

DEAR GOD,
Please touch
my friend today,
with your
wisdom and
your grace


NUR HARZUIN BINTI HARUN..
I hope u be my best fwen forever
I dont want u to forget bout me ever
I want u to remember bout me every single day
I might be selfish because I dont want to let u go
but that the fact i really 100X LOVE YOU

Friendships come from the heart
Someone who accept you
for being the person you are
The person who is always there
whenever you need them the most
The person who gives you the strength
when you feel that your strength has gone
A friend is someone who loves you
just because you are you..

and NUR HARZUIN BINTI HARUN
is the person who accept me for being me,
the person who is always there
whenever I need her the most,
the person who gives me the strength
when I feel that my strength has gone
and the person who loves me for who I am...

NUR HARZUIN BINTI HARUN
I want you to know that wherever you go
You will be my friend for ever
and I will love you more than you love me
You will always be in my heart
If you miss me close your eye
and I will be there for you
Go0d LUck

with L0ve-nAdz

SEBAL SAMA -------- ----- ------ & -------- ------

SHENGAL.....
aku geram giler dengan dua ekor manusia nie..
sabar jerlah....rase mcm nk cincang diorg..

yg paling aku geram skali kat
-------- ----- ------
eeeiii....membara hati aku...
dier igt aku x der perasaan ker..??
sakai btol ar..
ahhhhhh..!!(screaming)
(still screaming)
sebal btol ar dengan mamat2 sakai 2..
aku tgh sejukkan hati..
kalau x dah lama dah aku maki hamun
budak 2..ps2 blh plak gelak2..
bikin hati gua makin panas jer..

alah!!!!!!!!

today i couldnt meet my bff coz she had smthing to do first...

ah....!!!!why????huh!!
but i was gone to awien house to study + math
for the exam(duh!!)
it's getting nearer and i'm getting even scarer!!!
i said it in a g0oood way...hehehe...
huh!! b0ut iena i'm actually not really sad coz tommorow
we actually will meet at ....(dont know)
but still i will meet her coz she promise she will meet me,a few hour a go
she not promise she just said it but i know she will do it..
coz she love me(in the friend kind of way,we not les----)


hehehe...!!actually my brain is not really functioning in a g0ood way


it midnight already i need my beauty sleep
but i'm not really sleepy coz i wake up late today dont tell my mom(my dad too)
she will be mad at me, she dont even know bout this
coz i slept at my cousin house(hehehe)
it late already my dad start to babling to me maybe i should stop
and get my beauty sleep now..
GOOD NIGHT...SWEAT DREAM

C0ULD WAIT!!!

I could wait to meet iena..
miss her damn much...ahhh!!!
i really wanna see her
wanna talk to her
wanna hug her


wanna laugh with her
wanna play with her
wanna gossiping with her
ahhh..i really100x miss her...
i could wait until tommorow
i really can...ahh!!(screaming)

ahh!!(still screaming)

i'm watching tv right now

but my mind just not there,
there r so many thing to think about

such as exam,my life,my friend,teachers,study, homework

i really scared bout the exam just cant keep thinking bout it

arrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS ALSO DEDICATED TO MY FRIEND!!

They LOVE u
but they r not
ur LOVER,
they CARE 4 u
but they r not from
ur FAMILY,
they r ready 2 share ur pain
but they r not in
ur BL0OD RELATION,

THEY ARE FRIEND!!!!

TRUE FRIEND,

scolds like a DAD,
cares like a MOM,
teases like a SISTER,
irritates like a BROTHER,
and finally
LOVES YOU
more than ur
LOVERS!!!

THEY ARE GO0D FRIEND THAT MEANS LOADS TO US!!!
LOVE awien,iena,syi2 N my friends that means loads 2 me

EXAM....AHH!!!!(SCREAMING)

Its exam time once again
(after such a TIRING PMR exam)AHH!!
one my most hated times of the year..


its 4 me 2 study
and try 2 answer as many
questions as possible 2 pass...
Yet it is such a tiring job
I never liked memorizing things it makes me a bit worry
hope I wont fail any of my subjects(there 10 of it)
All I want 2 say now is that!!!
Exams really are irritating(arrr!!!)
but it is one of the ways
and means 2 measure...
and try 2 predict ur future
It is 2 test what u’ve learned this past few months
and it is very important
if ur worried about ur future!!


i could wait to meet my bestfwen(at last)
this saturday
miss her so much....
ahh..why she must go to that school??
now i can tell her everything that happen(including the fight)
(duh!!)since her gone!!!
awien did not come to school today..
mybe coz she wake up 'too early'!!!
hehehe

sdey ar!!!!!!!! cek nak nangis!!

Nanti Cik Norazreena Hidayah

nak g SMT Cheras, KL...
nnt x der spe nk tmn g koku..
sdey..nnt xder spe nk bwk aku jln2...
huahuahuahua:( nnt tggl aku,awienn syi2...
btmbh2 sdey...!!!!!!!!!


klau awien lak kuar g whether mrsm or sbp cam ne???
huahuahuahua nak nangis....
sdey ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

besday syi2 sok...
kitaorg dah beli adiah dah..
harap dier ske ar... amin....